I have to walk away, now is the time, I walk towards love, big love, freefall, feel it, it's like flying.

This love all around that connects me to the sky.

My mind was stolen back then and I was given a being that was nothing to do with me. She was called victim.

I have toiled for a long time to be free from her, I could not see how brainwashed she was. But layer by layer I have been shown that she was hiding all this time.

She is out in the open now, she is breathing, she sees it all, it will not be any different, no matter how hard she tries to change it.

She really was that alone. She has to feel it; there was no one there to protect her. They looked the other way, they knew, she was forever labelled victim to keep them safe from their truth.

I am crying the tears of that child, there is no happy ending with mummy and daddy, there never will be.

I was alone. Yes, I have myself finally; I am here for me with the greatest love. It is pure and sweet and simple and quiet and gentle.

I walk away from what was given to me; I walk away from my cage.

I committed to myself to do whatever it took to do this, years ago. The child I was deserved nothing less.

Make the commitment to yourself, walk to the love inside of you and know it is your right.

Hayley, 05/05/2010